Waiting: a poem
PhD student and author Sarah Crockford shares a dark and beautiful poem titled Waiting
I have not a drop of blood left in my bones
that hasn’t drained for you.
There is sorrow in this violence buried
where power has consumed,
and taken her last breath.
I have never had my dreams so shattered
by a hand so cruel.
To give, then demand my head
bowed in shame at your own pleasure,
my meekness only met with tempered rage.
Once, I asked you for a minute’s peace.
You gave me years of isolation.
Stunned I was so easy to forget
when you always held me in your grasp,
I slipped away into the hours.
Waiting.
You called one uneventful evening.
Bored.
The weight of my pain had never been so lightly felt.
Sarah is currently a PhD student in Linguistics at Cambridge. She has most recently authored a libretto (The Trouble with Ire) to be set to music by Cambridge student Daniel Quigley and published a short story in Hypaethral Magazine. She holds a BA (Hons) in Linguistics and Phonetics from the University of Leeds and a combined MSc in Educational Neuroscience from University College London and Birkbeck College.
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